excess

do you have excess in your life? not abundance. excess. excess of 'stuff'? excess of drama? excess of weight?

i do. i have much more than i need... exceeding normal; surpassing proper limits. yuck! excess is draining. excess is about me trying to wrestle control from God. i try to out-plan God. how silly i am.

what a difference abundance is from excess. abundance is fullness overflowing, a great supply. it feels ENERGIZING. it is meant to be given away.

i don't like that my excess blocks me from sharing my abundance.